Alien on mars

School mornings at CRHS...

2011-10-04T08:39:00.000-07:00

Well how did you sleep? I get askede this so much in the morning I just want to scream. But whatever I guess. I'm finally ungrounded, thank goodness I thought I was going to die if I went without music any longer... ugh Maybe today will be better, but I doubt it, I hate depression... Anyway here's a few images of CRHS in the morning :)

Best friend Boyfriend Football losers...

2011-09-17T23:17:00.000-07:00

Well hello there again. Second home game was today and the rockets lost, again. But I don't really care about the game, I'm an alien, not a sports fan. Sorry guys. Anyway my Best friend showed up, I haven't seen her since April 8th. It was the best night I've had in a long time. My boyfriend showed up too, and Luke our graduated friend. Over all I think that NOTHING, could top tonight It was the BEST! Ever! and i owe it to you guys. Thanks for being my friends. Especially you Courtney you stuck by me even when i was wrong since 5th grade. I love you sista girl :)

-The Alien on Mars

A day a week a month... A year has gone by..

2011-09-15T16:46:00.000-07:00

Well everybody, what is today? September 15th? Thursday maybe? All answers are true, but today is very significant.. :) Today is not only the start of the new season of Vampire Diares... It's also mine and Colton's one year! WOOHOO! So what else went on today? Umm i went to school the end..
Haha I'm just kidding. I went to school got lots of new assignments and read my friend Ray's blog its pretty good, check it out.. http://highschoolwasteland.blogspot.com/
Anyway thats all have a Alien evening :)

-The Alien on Mars

What the?

2011-09-14T13:28:00.000-07:00

Well I'm in 4th period everybody and we are make gmails lol. So hows my day its fine I miss a few people and my best friend smiled :) Its and alright day. write more later

-the alien on mars

Oh how the time seems to go by...

2011-09-10T14:00:00.000-07:00

It's been awhile humans but that okay. So school three days of bliss the rest just seems to be boring. In 3rd period on thursday we had to find our alien names, how ironic. My was Yehcir Yelhsa, haha thats a mouthful. Our first home game was last night. we failed miserably.. The evening was full of drama and me running back and forth trying to fix it until i couldn't breathe... go figure anyway senior year is alright. Can't wait for next week. :)

First Game in front of the scoreboard

-The Alien on Mars

Party at my place and Happy birthday mom

2011-09-02T20:57:00.000-07:00

So September 2nd... HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY!! So today we all went out for papa pete's, it was delicious. Tonight it's party night. Aunt Lisa's here and my cousin Elizabeth. Four girls and Taylor, haha he's not happy. Anyway Auntie Liz and Austin have gone to the store, to pick up... Brownies, Killer Carmel Ice cream, Chocolate syrup, and Whipped cream. YUM! So we are going to cook the sweets and watch Gilligans Island. I love nights like this :)
-The Alien on Mars

The Final Beginning...

2011-08-31T12:57:00.000-07:00

Today was my last year of registration. Senior year here I come. I don't know if I'm excited or not. But here goes nothing I guess. This year I'm giving it my all. I'm not going to be walked on and I'm not going to be a nobody. This year I'm going to make CRHS history. So here we go..

ASB CARD, 12th Grade..

-The Alien on Mars

HOW BOUT WE DANCE?

2011-08-29T13:06:00.000-07:00

Have you ever heard music and instantly wanted to dance? Just out in the middle of wal-mart or walking down the street? It's not because you have the jitters or because you love to dance, but because the music moves you. Music, some say it's noise, others call it art, I call it life. When you can't tell someone how you feel you can sing them a song. When it seems like no one in the world knows what your going through somebody has already written lyrics about it. I say we stop fighting ourselves. Stop saying that this is not acceptable or normal. Stop caring what others think, just let it all go and dance free. So how bout we dance.

-The Alien on Mars

A Bit of hope and A smiling Face

2011-08-27T16:05:00.000-07:00

Have you ever felt like something is just not worth it anymore? You're tired of trying to get somewhere or close to someone and have the all the doors slammed in your face? Tired of sitting there for hours, days, weeks even, trying to pick the locks? I have I've turned my back on the locked door, and then it opened. It opened and there you were, smiling. There you were to give me hope that maybe this time the door wouldn't close. You gave me an inch of hope, now lets hope I'm not a fool for taking that inch and turning around.
For now I'm going to smile because I can make you smile and thats all I need.

-Alien on Mars

Run Run Run don't look back just Run..

2011-08-26T20:47:00.001-07:00

Sometimes I just wish I could run anywhere. As long as it's far away I
could have wings and I could fly. I will fly.

"Fly Free, little red bird, Fly Free" Kelso Mary may

So I'm just going to keep running. I just can't look back.

-The Alien on Mars

Nerds are smarts, Preps are Skanks, Gingers are something else.

2011-08-26T12:34:00.001-07:00

Greeting earthlings. I'm with my Candie Lou and we be ginger freaks!
Candice can't say the world special and I'm loseing my voice. We
played with our food and took pictures outside :)
We are wild flowers and this years going to be our year. Hand in hand
we'll walk in as sisters and side by side we will remove all obstacles
in our path. So watch out Castle Rock High School, the ginger sisters are back.

-The Alien on Mars

What's the Issue with your mentality, I am Me get over it!

2011-08-25T09:27:00.000-07:00

So Know one seem to understand that they can NOT change me. Yet they still seem to try. You can't change a person, you can only hope they change. But people don't change they can only say they did. -Kelso Mary May
And well I don't feel like being a liar. I'm not going to change for you or anyone! I like being me. So get a clue, find yourself and then talk to me, because I don't associate with barbie doll clones.

-The Alien on Mars

You make being friends well challenging..

2011-08-24T17:49:00.000-07:00

So I got invited to a party saturday, good for me. And you know who's going to be at this party? Well an expert at giving hope and the tearing you down. The only expert that I no can make me life really hard. This expert likes to do the following, say you're friends and the never speak to you. Never reply to your texts, even when he isn't busy. When he does reply to your texts they make you feel like crap because its usually a one word response or something rude.
Why would I ever want to be friends with someone like that you ask? Well I'll tell you. It's because when he's happy its a miracle and when he smiles you can't help but smile because he is. He can make you feel beautiful and like you're a human being not some child. He seems to always be honest. If you call yourself annoying he'll agree if he thinks you are to.
Now back to this party. I ask him if it would be awkward if I was there. He reply's with I'll just leave you alone. Now what the heck is that suppose to mean? If we are friends it won't be awkward and I never asked if you'd leave me alone. Get a clue start answering the question asked, not some riddle thanks.
Now if mom says I can the only question is Should I stay or Should I go?

What to do??

-The Alien on Mars

Get up get dressed try not to sleep on the orthodontist waiting couch.

2011-08-24T12:20:00.000-07:00

So at 6 AM I am forced to remove myself from my bed. (WHY SO EARLY?) Then I get dressed and tried to cover my alien self in a crap load of make-up, mostly eyeliner. Then we are off so that the evil torturers they call orthodontist can replace a few brackets and push/pull my teeth backward. In other words ow. And right when I was starting to fall asleep on the orange sofa in the waiting area I'm told I can go back to chair 4. My punishment will start soon. So what now is there an escape? No so I sit there quietly all the girls are so nice but they tend to make you hurt later.. About 20 minutes or so I think I'm free, and I am. Until I get home and realize my teeth hurt REALLY BAD! Beauty is Pain, my mom has always said. Whoever gave her this advise was very wise, because it's painfully true.

Help!

-The Alien on Mars

Morning Phone calls. Pulling yourself up and burning the past

2011-08-23T12:33:00.000-07:00

So I went to bed at 3 A.M. and got up at 9 A.M. (Alien brain malfunction) I had a long conversation with my boyfriend and it made me happy. No one is going to ruin this little alien's day HA! Today I didn't have the nagging text him feeling. When I met him I said it'd just be a summer friendship and now I'm okay with that. I'm feeling like the normal alien I am. No more of this hurt no more pain. I took our picture down burned it and packed my crap for school. I have other friends, ones that know how to put up with me and I can't wait to see them. So it's been fun but I'm burning the past. Because while you were sleeping I got over you. Well Nanoo Nanoo "Goodbye"

Finally over..

-The Alien on Mars

Painting, Cleaning, Now what?

2011-08-23T00:47:00.001-07:00

Well this should be my final blog for the night but who knows with my
boredum depression and inconsistancey.
Tonight to keep busy I painted for a few hours, then i cleaned my very
large/very full walk-in closet. I'm still feeling alone but I'm an
Alien, it's kinda normal. Not saying it's fun, just normal. I think
now I'm going to plug in a Disney Tape and text my best friend.. Maybe
that will put me out of my misery or at least to sleep. I'll be back
bright and hopefully not early tomorrow if not sooner. Good night for
now.

-The Alien on Mars

Summer Ending Wounds Still open Happy It's Over But Wishes It Weren't. It's rather bittersweet.

2011-08-22T22:30:00.001-07:00

So summers comeing to a close usually this excites me but not this
year, not this time. For those of you who don't know this my last
summer, of fun. I'm a senior and I never really wanted to grow up.
In the mean time I made friends this summer and I figured it would
just be a summer thing and when it ended I'd be fine.. I was wrong. I
feel like you're walking away and i can't find the words to make you
stay. It's painful to have to watch. At the same time, I'm excited.
I'll be a senior no one will mess with me. I get to see my friends one
more time. I only get to lose you once and I only get a final year
once. Why does it have to be so painfully bittersweet. So I'll close
the door and find a way to be okay. I guess now it ends, I lost the
game

-The Alien on Mars

Out for a walk

2011-08-22T15:08:00.000-07:00

I stepped into the light and found myself alive. I found myself walk to a memory. I walked to a point where I met you for the very first time. Then I crumbled. I told myself i was strong that it wasn't my fault, but I soon found my emotions running around. My legs felt like jello and I fell to my knee's in tears. I don't think you ment to hurt me, but you did. I just wish it wasn't so hard..

-The Alien on Mars

One early morning and a light bulb

2011-08-22T10:04:00.000-07:00

Well good morning readers, Welcome back. Today I was rudely awakened at 9 am, (to early for aliens) by my dad. "Get up or I'll get a glass of water." In fear of melting or freezing or just getting wet I slowly made my way out of bed. Time for breakfast. A thick brown green colored slop in a plastic cup was placed in front of me, it said natural applesauce, YUCK! I quickly choked it down making a face every time the awful taste touched my long tongue. Now your probably wondering about this light bulb, well it all started weeks ago. I went to my large closet and flipped on the light, it flickered and then went out. Angry but lazy i didn't fix it till today. My closet needs cleaned and I need to reach GaGa level before I go back to what you humans call school. So it's been one busy frightful morning.

-The Alien on Mars

Light Bulb

The Alien behind the girl

2011-08-21T20:53:00.000-07:00

My name is Ashley Ranae, I've always been the outcast. If you were in my shoes your mind would probably run wild too.
So some questions you probably have.
Why Alien on mars?
Because when being an outcast you feel like an alien, something that doesn't belong. I'm that Alien.
What is this all about?
It's about my stories, my life and if I can even interest someone enough that they keep reading.
If it's the truth I want to hear what your opinion is. I'll start tomorrow. First thing I'll post how I feel when I wake up. After this by Noon I will have what ever story I have written posted. All story's are fictional but characteristics are usually based off of something or someone. If you want to keep up with me you'll have to read. So begins a new beginning. Land your space ship and suit up, it's always hot on mars, and everything I write, I'm sure will keep you pretty fired up
- The Alien on Mars

Mars.. Home of the Alien.