Summer Ending Wounds Still open Happy It's Over But Wishes It Weren't. It's rather bittersweet.

So summers comeing to a close usually this excites me but not this
year, not this time. For those of you who don't know this my last
summer, of fun. I'm a senior and I never really wanted to grow up.
In the mean time I made friends this summer and I figured it would
just be a summer thing and when it ended I'd be fine.. I was wrong. I
feel like you're walking away and i can't find the words to make you
stay. It's painful to have to watch. At the same time, I'm excited.
I'll be a senior no one will mess with me. I get to see my friends one
more time. I only get to lose you once and I only get a final year
once. Why does it have to be so painfully bittersweet. So I'll close
the door and find a way to be okay. I guess now it ends, I lost the
game

-The Alien on Mars